always knew i wasn't one for multi-tasking but recently, i seem to have more problem focusing. 

its gotten to the point where there are memory lapse and i can't remember chucks of things happening around me. like apparently i agreed to dinner a week later while at omela's house but i don't remember any of that conversation at all. so imagine when she msged me two days before the diner date to confirm and i have no recollection whatsoever. i even misread her msg and well, basically it was a lot of confusion and misunderstanding going on in my head and in the messages. And everyone assured me that i was present when the entire conversation took place. :/

went shopping with aunt, sister and cousin today for a macbook for my cousin and i wanted to get sth too.  told the salesman what i wanted, remember him showing me what i wanted but somehow, i left the shop with nothing. I remember him telling me the price, my cousin paying and i do remember wanting to get the product. 

what i don't remember is my aunt, sister and cousin asking me if i wanted it and i said no. So according to them they asked me a few times if i wanted it and i declined. So i left the shop after my cousin paid and it was only when i got home that i realized i didn't get what i want :( the scary thing is, i don't remember them asking at all and i don't know why i left the shop without getting what i want. 

don't know if this is normal but its getting kind of frustrating that i don't remember things :( 

XOXO 1:44 AM