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alycia if we ever meet again wont let you get away Credits Basecodes: lil.queens Layout: acryliclove |
Monday, January 10, 2011 2011 hasnt been going great at all. first day of the year started with trip to SGH and waiting in the A&E. emotional roller coaster from call abt father's heart attack to waiting while he had his surgery. then physical tireness from hospital visits. having a sick patient at home hasnt been easy too. then when i thought things were getting better, he had to be admitted again. then now doctors want to do more tests on his lungs. i pray to God its not cancer. otherwise i think i will really hate him. and i think both our hearts cant take this anymore. and it seems like everyone at home is bitching, meno-pausing, stressed, pissed in some way or another. really really need to go away again. i cant deal with everything at home. call it running away but i might sink into a permanent state of heavy heartedness if i stay here. :( XOXO 8:22 PM |