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Sunday, September 27, 2009 RAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT DECEMBER. XOXO 6:22 PM Friday, September 25, 2009  Happy birthday dorothy!!!!!!!!! :) anyway staying home on a friday night sucks! :( thinking about the times in Germany and it doesnt help that everything in my room reminds me of germany and the people. NOSTALGIA! it sucks even more being on fb and everyone in Euro is annoucing on Fb statuses how they are travellign to Munich for the oktoberfest! :( DO U KNOW HOW MUCH IT SUCKSSSSSSSSSSS WHEN U WANT TO BE THERE SO BADLY AND U CANT! :( and the cheery on the top of the pie is having mid terms next week. as well as a annotated bibliography due, which requires u to read at least 8 journal articles and summarize them all. suckiest fact is mid term is phonetics test which i have been clueless about. (who cares how many vowels there are!!! ) and that the bibliography is due on monday and i have never in my whole NUS life looked or found any journal articles before. how great. here is to wishing me the best weekend ever. XOXO 11:37 PM Tuesday, September 22, 2009 and he put the pic of us on his table!!! :D XOXO 9:57 PM  sleepover with bao bei! and spongebob and patrick. :) shit i hate seeing patrick!!!! makes me think of the german Nachbarn back in Deutschland. :( i love being with my bao bei. gossiping with her about the people we met over the last few months, listening to her talk about jerrold till the cows come home, calling each other bao bei in public and inviting weird stares ( we tried to kick the habit, we tried). and having laughing fits ever so often. bao bei i think we will never stop talkign or laughing loudly huh. hahahha and watching inglorious basterds was a cheap thrill by itself. just hearing all that italian, french and of course German and thinking of debby, emilien, maximilian, fabrizio..... and the list goes on. its a good thing we didnt hear spanish. thinking about and missing marce and emma would have been hard. GOSH. i want to go for oktoberfest so badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :( XOXO 1:24 PM Sunday, September 13, 2009 and yet. its so hard to actually get down to doing those things and easier to complain to every single person i am bored. :( THE IRONY OF IT ALL. maybe its the thought of staying in during the weekends with no date, no activities, no nothing,no partying. why is life like thatttttt??? need to go do some serious reflection :( schools been not so good too. tried to find someone to lunch with and ya. the feeling of gettign like 10 rejection sms one after another doesnt feel so great. no . NOT GOOD AT ALL. and staying in the central library for hours in one lonely corner by yourself, with no one to talk to can drive anyone mad. where are u aifung, jia min and omela??? :( i miss u guys so much. it really sad studying by yourself u know :( ok i do know where they are.. with boyfriend, in germany and in canada respectively :( it really sucks when u have no one to complain to after a long day of studying or lessons, no one to settle lunch with, no one to do anything with. :( u see so many people everyday, say random hi, but all u want is to see those few people. :( guess life in germany has treated me too well too well that i cant let go. .miss having a bunch of people around u who are ready to party anytime, miss my freedom and having my own space at home, miss my room, miss going home to the 5 german guys where life is never boring. miss not getting force fed. miss my jogurt. misss EVERYTHING. :(:(:(:( XOXO 10:00 PM Saturday, September 12, 2009 i dun even understand something that simple. its my sister who has to tell that to me. seems like she is more sensible than me. and me. selfish me. its always about myself. i say its karma. XOXO 12:58 AM Tuesday, September 08, 2009 hate studying alone! keep thinking about Germany, the happy times. i need a distraction. :( XOXO 9:18 PM Monday, September 07, 2009 for some reason. all my aunts have been asking me if i have a bf. guess it doesnt help that all their daughters are getting dates/suitors/bf at like primary school, sec school, jc. and without any boy to talk of at family functions or just during meals tgt, i sound and look kind of pathetic. MY CLEAN RECORD OF ZERO is like unimaginable in this time and age. esp when i am already 21. sigh. one aunt asked me what i was waiting for. why didnt i have any bf yet. and was i going to wait another 21 yrs to find one, and casually mentioned that i wasnt young anymore. another went along the same lines, just that she even went further as to asking me if i was lesbian. and so i keep asking myself if i am really that unattractive. thinking about the answer sucks :( every dream has you in it. XOXO 3:31 AM Friday, September 04, 2009  HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOPOK!!!!!!!!!!!!! and yes. i love u all the time.not only when u are 21. heeeeeeeeeee XOXO 3:27 AM Thursday, September 03, 2009 okok. back to reality. SINGAPORE. anyhows thanks to everyone who has in one way or another made my life in sg a little less boring ;) NUS JAM FEST PARTY IN SCH IN NUS. LIKE OMG. since when???? and with alcohol too! ;)  went to the jam fest with this bunch of crazy people and i had so much fun! hahah company was great, songs were great *think wonder girl's nobody" hahah and crazy dancing! and u have to applaud NUS for their noble attempt at hosting a party. and maybe why i had so much fun was because i was with these exchange people, and for a moment, i really forgot i was in sg and in Germany instead! sigh but only for a moment cos u just look around and u realise from all the black hair and lack of cute caucasians that u are in sg :(   STEAMBOAT AT LA MEI ZI :) need i say more? fabulous food plus fabulous company = fabulous time :)  here is what happened for our class outing. ATTENDANCE: 3/20??? SHIT i dun remember how many people were in the class. hahah please produce a mc next time u are absent ya! had fun catching up on gossips and finding out stuff abt people. and i got no scandals from germany la. sadness :(  yay! meeting up with the stuttgart people.omgggggggggg everyone misses Germany so much!!!! and for the first time since i came back, the only topic for the night was GERMANY. u cannot imagine how much that meant for me man. cos nobody else wants to hear about Germany :( sigh. adjusting back to the routine of sg life slowly but surely. but the fucking heat and humidity is sth i will never get used to. XOXO 2:30 AM Wednesday, September 02, 2009 you know. sometimes you just need someone to hug. XOXO 9:18 PM |