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Tuesday, June 30, 2009  saussages sizzling in curry.  fries and saussages.. mmmmmm yummy!  three german guys cooking for me. hahahahhaha neighbours from left, stephan, chris and adrian.  chris happy with his eis (ice cream) :p XOXO 9:20 AM Monday, June 29, 2009 was so bored. but luckily i was skyping with debbie and she told me she was going to a spainish bar/restaurant to eat! the atmosphere was great, with spainish/mexican music, people dancing and great company :)  my two turkish beauties. irem and mira.  all this for only 4 euros! damn dirt cheap!  couple(matteo+ylenia) from milan, vicente from spain and two girls from turkey.  debbie from italy, me, fabrizio from italy too and iro and hector from greece. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAN! your turbo chela party was great. although my clothes drank more bier than me. hahahhaha 25.06  javier with the turbo chela machine in which u empty bottles and bottles of bier, pump t in, and u get soemthing of a spray hose effect minus the water, plus the bier. yes. it was wet..   rooftop party.  advertisement for German Wings (germany's budget airline)  see the resemblance? hahaha us pre-party at emma's place. pfaffenhof party! 23.06  I WAS NOT DRUNK!  shots. 50 cents euro per glass. PROST! ZUM WOHL. XOXO 8:13 AM Sunday, June 28, 2009 yikes. yes we are talking about the same alycia who has been pampered by her granmother her whole entire life and has never washed the toilet until she came to germany. it isnt even my turn to wash the toilet this week!!!! but yes. the dirty toilet has been calling out to me for the past week. the neighbour from helll has been too busy partying to realise that the arrow on the duty roster wheel has been pointing at his BIG name for the past few weeks or so.. and u know the toilet isnt exactly the cleanest thing when u have to share it with three other guys :( urghhhhhhhhhhhhh. i am so bloody bored i can cry. i am supposed to study so i can at least PASS my exams. but somehow the thought that i have so much time on my hand doesnt compel me to hit the books at all.. I HOPE I MANAGE TO SCRAP A PASS FOR EVERYTHING! but its kind of hard when it felt like school hasnt even started at all...and not to mention the fact that i have been oversleeping and ponning so many lessons, it might be easier to ask me how many lessons i went to rather than how many i missed. :( ok maybe i am exaggerating a little. but u get my point.. and yes. i have been feelign kind of lousy for the past few days. dun exactly know why but it could be due to a mixture of reasonsss. 1. i have this strong feeling everyone or rather the singaporeans are sick and tired of how i act when i get drunk. and i guess havingto take care of someone who is drunk is not always the best job. PLS DUN BE IRRITATED WITH ME! :(:(:( 2. the thought that i am going to leave this place soon kind of sucks. and i try so hard not to think about it but its looming at the back of my head.and everything i do now seems to be geared towarss getting ready to go home :(:( 3.i am alone in my room and the silence is actually quite scary. there is just somethign about being home alone in this big house with nobody to talk to.. :( (my neighbours or most of them have gone home for the weekend and those left here are too busy doing their own stuff :( 4. i want to travel but there is noone to travel with! and because i have been procrastinating, there is also not enough time to go around now. :(( sigh. i dun want to go back with this big regret! 5. maybe just this feelign of confusion. like i dunno whats going to happen next, when i am going home, how i am going to send everything back! and how to say good bye to everythign here :((( omg AM I ACTUALLY STRESSED? OMG I REALLY DUNNO WHAT I AM FEELING NOW. SOMEONE GET ME A PSYCHIATRIST! FEELIGN SO LOUSY! XOXO 10:38 PM Monday, June 22, 2009 had 6 people looking at my room today and it was a new experience because they were all ang mohs and according to stefan and chris (my neighbours), there were the franke( some guy from this region in bayern), the girl who sieht komisch aus (looks weird), a girl whom mag adrain nicht( girl whom adrain(another neighbour)) didnt like), a guy who was gefahrlich (dangerous). and they had to rank whom they wanted as their new neighbour in order. and all the while i was feeling quite sad because the fact that i will be moving out soon hit me really hard. after 4 months here, i have developed feelings for this place and i really do love havign my own room and the freedom that comes along with it. i am so attached to this room i call my own now, i dun want to leave! qiling even joked that i will miss loud mikel, (my neighbour from hell) and as funny as it seems, i do think its true. and me and qiling were shopping today and my shampoo was running out but i didnt know whther to buy a new one as i definitely wont be able to finish it by the time i leave. its so silly but yes, the thought that i will be leaving in one month'stime cant help looming at the back of my head and now whenever i shop, i have to keep that in mind :(:(: its all these insignificant stuff that comes tgt to make reality sink in and to act as a reality check. and during dinner ytd, zollin and swee foo were talking about having to ship stuff back and flight details and it felt like this heavy stone has been droppped on my heart. sigh. DO I REALLY HAVE TO GO BACK SO SOON??????? XOXO 7:21 AM Wednesday, June 17, 2009 and i really hate how things are with my flat mates. how can people be so unfriendly! germans are really the unfriendliest people alive. and i hate the fact that i am going to leave soon and our r/s is like it had never progressed from since the first day i moved in. maybe i am expecting too much and it sucks when things fall short of ur expectations. i dunno why but i am just feelign damn lousy right now. seeems like everything is bothering me and getting on my nerves. and I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING! but the tears wont come and thats what sucks. its such a horrid feeling. maybe because the thought of going back to singapore is looming and i kind of do not want to go back at all. somehow there isnt anything for me to look forward to when i am back,other than the few special people. think i have gotten used to life here. in the cold. and to you: yes what u wrote upset me. and i know u care for me. its so hard to talk now when i am havign such terrible mood swings and feeling so lousy so maybe we should give each other space for the time being. i dun want to snap back and say stuff which i dun mean. i miss u so much u dunno how. and i wish things wouldnt become like that. everything feels so wrong and i feeel too tired to bother about anything. maybe i can take a rest or sleep and wake up and find that everything was just a dream. XOXO 7:39 AM  STRIKE IN THE SCHOOL TODAY! or rather in konigstrasse and schlossplatz because they want to close down the whole humanities department in uni stuttgart. and against the whole education sysytem as a whole. so u see primary and secondary school as well as uni students holding banners and loud hailers and shouting and petitioning down the street. it was a grand affair u could say and the best thing was, there wasnt any class :) qiling and i went to class and there was only a couple of other students and the professor in the class. so we went to eat and join in the protest. hahaha  XOXO 6:47 AM Tuesday, June 16, 2009 had to say goodbye to veronika today after spending two weeks with her in italy and in stuttgart. and it felt so painful already. saw her off at the train station and there is just sth about seeing the train go off and having to wave goodbye. the feeling really sucks. am going to miss her so so much especially since she will be back in mexico and we wont see each other any time soon :( i really dread having to say good bye to everyone when the time comes. :(  XOXO 6:38 AM Thursday, June 11, 2009   he is the most amazing german i know so far. his ability to talk on and on was so incredible. but its good. he keeps me and qiling entertained. :) hardcore party animal!  and i love bullying him. and seeing his exasperated face. hahaha feels like the little brother i never had.  domesticating him. and omg. he looks like a giant next to me. and it was so funny. at the end of the meal, he actually took the cloth and atempted to wipe the table and he did it in such a funny manner, qiling and i couldnt help but ask if it was his first time wiping the table. and his blatant reply was " no. second". hahahahaha yes the famous video of a german attempting to eat with chopsticks. i swear i was almost in stitches after the meal from laughing tooo much. THANK YOU KIDDO FOR THE WONDERFUL MEMORIES! XOXO 5:30 AM Wednesday, June 10, 2009 sommerfest, like the fruehlingfest is always a reason for more party and more bier! and it takes place once a year in every studenten wohnheim.(hall) yeps and this week is a straussi 2 party! my studenten wohnheim! so the party was literally right at my doorstep. so imagine loud music, much alcohol( 1 euro shots, stalls selling tequila sunrise, bier (of course), saussages and more.. so like a pasar malam minus the hot and disgusting weather and aunties/uncles and taiwaneese saussages but plus german wurst, loads of alcohol and tall and i mean really tall german dudes. :):):)   saussage stand.  bier.  italy, france, singapore, singapore more than the party happened that night and it felt like a dream. but i just want to let you know, i don't regret anything that happened. XOXO 1:41 AM Monday, June 08, 2009  flying over the beautiful alps to italy! i want to go to the alps! (still lamenting)  first gelato  venice at sunset. most beautiful city in the world  st marcos square in venice  pizza! deliciousooo  marce claims they are my little boyfriends and they were laughing cos they were taller than me :(  david by michealangelo  lunch at debbie's place!(my italian friend) it was the best meal in italy. her mum prepared authentic pasta, candinini(typical tocasnan dish of beans and meat balls. deliciousssss)and roasted chicken. gosh. i couldnt move after the meal..  in vatican city. in front of the basilica(church). the pope just left so i didnt manage to see him:(  the coloseum  partying in our hostel with red wines which cost less than 2 euros per bottle.  in milan, in front of the duomo. and i went for mass in the beautiful church! which is why i found my wallet again after being pick pocketed according to marcela. hahah XOXO 11:38 PM Sunday, June 07, 2009 like mikel????? my neighbour from hell. cant remember what exactly but i do remember seeign his big face. yikes. seems like he is terrorising me too much. hahah anywya i am too tired from the trip to italy! so photos and blog post abt it will come later. hahah and i have another freaking newspaper article to write:( by tmr!!!and a test. both of which are.. erms. not so ready. sians! i just want to party and drink! hehe(bad alycia) and school feels like it never started. cant wait for the sommerfest on wednesday in straussaecker 2! (my hall?) 1 euro per shot! wahahahhahahhha and the photo is gone! so i am more or less relief. watch ur back alycia! dun do things u will regret. yikes. i just feel like a sucker who cant deal with things. sians.. XOXO 3:18 PM |