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Wednesday, October 21, 2009 and today's SEP sharing session was a blessing in disguise. there was no projector and so i couldnt share the many photos i picked out with everyone. just talked about stuttgart and the whole experience in general. i guess the fact that there wasnt any photos made it easier.. somehow relieving every photo and seeing everyone's faces and havin to talk about it will make me miss eveything more.. i told someone i just came back from exchange and he was like "i can tell". hahaha is it really that bad??? ;) i was just getting a teeny bit excited talking about the place that held so many great memories. he mentioned that he was like that when he came back too.. he reassured me that the kind of feelings i have for germany now will gradually die.. give it a year... oh wells. i can safely say i got over 2 months of it already.. then its germany again.. and prob another semester of getting over it.. at least i know jo will be glad she is not here to hear me whine about germany anymore.. life seems so transient nowadays. people leaving all over the place, comign back, people come people go. so mnay people i see everyday but soemhow the empty feeling wont go.. and i just want to live for the moment nowadays.. who knows if i will even survive tmr. and yes. life is already too tiring to plan long term.. i feel my brains tweaking, turning, changing. XOXO 1:24 AM |