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alycia
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Sunday, September 13, 2009
i dunno why i am feeling so bored and restless nowadays. its not like i have nothing to do.tons of readings, presentation to prepare, tutorials to complete, rubbish to say to earn participation points on the ivle forum :(

and yet. its so hard to actually get down to doing those things and easier to complain to every single person i am bored. :( THE IRONY OF IT ALL. maybe its the thought of staying in during the weekends with no date, no activities, no nothing,no partying. why is life like thatttttt??? need to go do some serious reflection :(

schools been not so good too. tried to find someone to lunch with and ya. the feeling of gettign like 10 rejection sms one after another doesnt feel so great. no . NOT GOOD AT ALL. and staying in the central library for hours in one lonely corner by yourself, with no one to talk to can drive anyone mad. where are u aifung, jia min and omela??? :( i miss u guys so much. it really sad studying by yourself u know :( ok i do know where they are.. with boyfriend, in germany and in canada respectively :( it really sucks when u have no one to complain to after a long day of studying or lessons, no one to settle lunch with, no one to do anything with. :( u see so many people everyday, say random hi, but all u want is to see those few people. :(

guess life in germany has treated me too well too well that i cant let go. .miss having a bunch of people around u who are ready to party anytime, miss my freedom and having my own space at home, miss my room, miss going home to the 5 german guys where life is never boring. miss not getting force fed. miss my jogurt. misss EVERYTHING. :(:(:(:(

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