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Monday, August 17, 2009 breakfast was porridge with meat and my fav egg with prawn. cooked lovingly by my grandma who knew i missed her egg and prawn. but it felt weird not eating cereal or bread and nutella or milk for breakfast. everything at home feels weird. like everything was exactly how i left them. everything felt familiar but different and strange at the same time( dun ask me how that is possible). it sorts of make the whole germany trip feels like a dream. a long dream from which i have finally awoken. as i did everything, thought about straussaecker. miss my room in germany and the routine i have enterd into there. heart ache a little at the thought that i will probably never see that place or my room ever again :( and the bloody weather! i dun understand how anyone can stand the bloody weather here. its so humid and hot, once i stepped out of my room (air conditioned) i feel like crying. i dun mean to sound so whatever.. but i reallly dun take the heat too well. it makes me so irritated and so frustrated sometimes. and its really hard to adjust back from the drier climate in europe. went to ION the new mall to meet jo in the evening and it felt so strange again! seeing all the black hair and hardly any caucasians. strange.. and i feel so ordinary and plain here. in Europe i stand out simply becasue i am asian and i get attention whether good or bad. here i am just nobody in the sea of Singaporeans :( somehow that doesnt feel so good :( XOXO 1:40 AM |