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alycia
if we ever meet again
wont let you get away



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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
qiling is right. its time to get our ass down to studying. it felt like school never started. and she summed things up nicely. when people play, we play. when people study, we are waiting for people to come find us to play. which is why we only went to print out our notes today. like notes form the first lecture. sigh. oh wells. its a start right? i wish we had discipline like everyone else. why alycia why???? i wish big aly was here. then we will both be complaining tgt abt how much we have to do and how we are such procrastinator. argh i miss her.

and i really hate how things are with my flat mates. how can people be so unfriendly! germans are really the unfriendliest people alive. and i hate the fact that i am going to leave soon and our r/s is like it had never progressed from since the first day i moved in. maybe i am expecting too much and it sucks when things fall short of ur expectations.

i dunno why but i am just feelign damn lousy right now. seeems like everything is bothering me and getting on my nerves. and I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING! but the tears wont come and thats what sucks. its such a horrid feeling.

maybe because the thought of going back to singapore is looming and i kind of do not want to go back at all. somehow there isnt anything for me to look forward to when i am back,other than the few special people. think i have gotten used to life here. in the cold.

and to you: yes what u wrote upset me. and i know u care for me. its so hard to talk now when i am havign such terrible mood swings and feeling so lousy so maybe we should give each other space for the time being. i dun want to snap back and say stuff which i dun mean. i miss u so much u dunno how. and i wish things wouldnt become like that.

everything feels so wrong and i feeel too tired to bother about anything. maybe i can take a rest or sleep and wake up and find that everything was just a dream.

XOXO 7:39 AM