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alycia if we ever meet again wont let you get away Credits Basecodes: lil.queens Layout: acryliclove |
Sunday, June 28, 2009 yikes. yes we are talking about the same alycia who has been pampered by her granmother her whole entire life and has never washed the toilet until she came to germany. it isnt even my turn to wash the toilet this week!!!! but yes. the dirty toilet has been calling out to me for the past week. the neighbour from helll has been too busy partying to realise that the arrow on the duty roster wheel has been pointing at his BIG name for the past few weeks or so.. and u know the toilet isnt exactly the cleanest thing when u have to share it with three other guys :( urghhhhhhhhhhhhh. i am so bloody bored i can cry. i am supposed to study so i can at least PASS my exams. but somehow the thought that i have so much time on my hand doesnt compel me to hit the books at all.. I HOPE I MANAGE TO SCRAP A PASS FOR EVERYTHING! but its kind of hard when it felt like school hasnt even started at all...and not to mention the fact that i have been oversleeping and ponning so many lessons, it might be easier to ask me how many lessons i went to rather than how many i missed. :( ok maybe i am exaggerating a little. but u get my point.. and yes. i have been feelign kind of lousy for the past few days. dun exactly know why but it could be due to a mixture of reasonsss. 1. i have this strong feeling everyone or rather the singaporeans are sick and tired of how i act when i get drunk. and i guess havingto take care of someone who is drunk is not always the best job. PLS DUN BE IRRITATED WITH ME! :(:(:( 2. the thought that i am going to leave this place soon kind of sucks. and i try so hard not to think about it but its looming at the back of my head.and everything i do now seems to be geared towarss getting ready to go home :(:( 3.i am alone in my room and the silence is actually quite scary. there is just somethign about being home alone in this big house with nobody to talk to.. :( (my neighbours or most of them have gone home for the weekend and those left here are too busy doing their own stuff :( 4. i want to travel but there is noone to travel with! and because i have been procrastinating, there is also not enough time to go around now. :(( sigh. i dun want to go back with this big regret! 5. maybe just this feelign of confusion. like i dunno whats going to happen next, when i am going home, how i am going to send everything back! and how to say good bye to everythign here :((( omg AM I ACTUALLY STRESSED? OMG I REALLY DUNNO WHAT I AM FEELING NOW. SOMEONE GET ME A PSYCHIATRIST! FEELIGN SO LOUSY! XOXO 10:38 PM |