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Friday, April 24, 2009
went clubbing with the rest of the exchange student today after jordan and daniel's birthday grill party and all i can say was that it was an eye opener.

i really wonder how someone can just start dancing with another person for the first time and the next time i look at them, they are furiously making out. likw wtf. where got so fast one! saw unexpected couples making out and dancing and the whole night i was juts staring.

staring, staring and staring, staring at him dancing with another girl, staring at him as he put his hands around her face like it was the dearest thing. staring at him as he had so much fun dancing with her and wishing to death that i was the one instead. staring at him as he put his forehead to her forehead, staring at him as he put his hands around hers. staring at him as the rest of the pple were talking to me and giving blank looks in return cos i was so intently staring. staring as someone planted kiss after kiss on my cheeks. and still i wasnt distracted enough to stop staring. TMD.

what a horrible night. i feel like crying but i cant. feels horrible to be unable to cry but maybe deep inside i know i should never cry over sth so stupid, much less a guy like him.

XOXO 11:20 PM