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alycia
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Friday, January 09, 2009
i still cant stop thinking abt the money.. i just emailed the people at iro. hope they can helpme find some kind of financial aid now. or just tell the damn pple at the other uni to give me the scholarship cos i need the money!!!:(:(


omg i amso stupidand i feel like cryingggg! though it isnt going to help. nad seeing the list of NASA recipients and learning that EVERYONE going to stuttgart has applied for the scholarship and got it makes me feeel even worse than i do now.

its the kind os awful ache in ur heart where u really want to slap urself and ask why i didnt do that million things i should.

i keep thinking of the money. s$3500 for the NASA award and 480 euro a month for the baden Wuerttemberg scholarship is damn alot of money and i was too non chalant to even clarify matters. laziness kills i swear.

i dunno how i am going to explain to my aunt. the amt of money that i could have gotten. the thought is making me feel sick.

omf omf omf

XOXO 1:44 AM