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if we ever meet again
wont let you get away



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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

XOXO 11:13 PM


dont say goodbye.

XOXO 1:44 AM


Monday, January 28, 2008
i like mondays.
cos they signify the start of a long slow week.
of many stairs

if passivity were a crime,
i will be jailed many times over.
rejection smells horrible.

if i had enough money.
i would rent a room outside.
if.

incomprehensible.

XOXO 11:53 PM


God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change.
courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

XOXO 11:46 PM


Sunday, January 27, 2008
i saw this on someone's blog:


never give up on someone you cant go a day without thinking of.


makes me think a lot.

XOXO 1:49 AM


Friday, January 18, 2008
just to let u know. when i typed those words.
i wasnt angry. i was crying.

XOXO 1:43 AM


Tuesday, January 15, 2008
school is a place for socialising.
and i feel anti social like 99.9 % of the time.


i went for my first lit lecture today.
my first lecture alone.
and it felt lonely.


i think the only module i really want to take is german.
cant wait for thursday. first german lecture.
hope its not a disappointment.
its the only thing i look forward to.

XOXO 11:16 PM


Sunday, January 13, 2008
*cries* i dun wanna go back to school! :(

XOXO 6:44 PM


Tuesday, January 08, 2008
praying to God still.
all i pray for is a speedy recovery.

XOXO 4:02 AM


i think i shld not plan for stuff to do during the holidays.
all that planning left me nothing but this lousy feeling as the school term draws near.
and nothing is acompolished or nothing ever materialised.
esp so when those plan doesnt include only yourself.



i dun want to go back to school!

XOXO 3:53 AM


Thursday, January 03, 2008
i seem to have lost the rational side of me.
i did try. i really did.
maybe this is what happens when u put in your all. it hurts.

XOXO 11:41 PM