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alycia if we ever meet again wont let you get away Credits Basecodes: lil.queens Layout: acryliclove |
Sunday, March 18, 2007 i dunno. i always thought that adults were a subduded bunch who can keep their emotions and temper in check. apparently,i was wrong. the two aunties in my house just starting fighting today. atmosphere in the house was reaching the pt of being unbearable. deeply regretted not leaving the house with my sister. and when i say fight, i mean rreally fight! with kicks and punches and a whole lot of abuses and vulgarities spewing out like nobody's business. it was horrible i tell u. and all this in front of their kids. i mean what kind of example are they setting man? saying the f word in front of a 4 yr old is just plain ugly. and after today's fiasco, i find it extremely hilarious that my grandmother always scold me and my sis whenever we get into a heated exchange. i mean, whats that when u compared it to what happened today?at least me and my sis had never had to resort to using the f word. sigh.. adults. XOXO 8:04 PM Tuesday, March 13, 2007 neither is being employed. first of all, having to wake up in the wee hours of the morning is horrendous. i never seem to want to leave my bed whenever the alarm rings. the bed never felt that nice. and the point is that, i am never one to hurry. so being late is inevitable. esp when unlike going to school, i have to face the drudgery of having to decide what to wear EVERYDAY!!! sigh. and seriously working as a call operator isnt a piece of cake like what most pple will think. you have to be prepared to face yelling, screaming irritating pple who takes u as an outlet for their frustration. and from my limited experience, i conclude that the most educated pple arent the most civilised. the reverse holds. actually i am kind of afraid to move on. i dunno what the future holds. i wish i could face the future with more optimism. but it aint easy. i only wish it could be as easy for me. maybe sometimes, it better to be non chalant. i wish i can stop grabbing on to you. but i dun wish to let go. XOXO 8:32 PM |