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Monday, July 25, 2005 my life is going in the wrong direction. very wrong. things at home are getting worse. seriously considering moving out. but i dunno where. and i am financially handicapped. really have no idea why i can sill laugh in school. it isnt right. but then, who is there to determine what is right and what is wrong? academically wise, think i can juz start looking for a poly to enrol in next year. suffocating!!!!!!! :( : ( XOXO 10:37 PM Sunday, July 24, 2005 thanks to everyone who made that possible. cant thank u guys enough for all that u have done for me. : ) THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS to the darlings in my class who bought tt birthday cake.really love it although part of it landed up on my face in the end, and for taking time off to buy that cake, and to even stay back to wait for me to end class. an esp big thank u to everyone who chipped in in one way or another. JOPOK for the big bouquet of pink geberas. although it was damn maluating, i still love it!haha it was my first bouquet of flowers! anyhow love ya babe! EVON for the super cute, pink hello kitty heart shaped balloon. its so cute!!!!!!!!!! and since it is supposedly from a certain someone, i shall cherish it even more haha jk.yup and also for the badminton racquet with his face on it. shall look at it everynight before i sleep hahahaha.he is so good looking. anyway thanks so much! ALYSON N SHU HUI for the extremely pretty butterfly necklace from perlini silver. love it a lot thanks!really appreciated your efforts to get something i like. and yup thanks too for buying the cake and waiting for me. thanks for making my birthday such a memorable one! TOCKS AND ERICA for the wonderful gift of the butterly entwined around the flower. its so colourful! juz what i like thanks! OMELA AND TECK YEN for the wonderful goody bag, of which contained 3 bars of toblerone chocolates, a tatty teddy card, a butterfly bookmark, smarties choc,and hearts stickers.thanks for the treat! DOROTHY AND ANNA for the interesting message in the wax thing. shit i cant bear to burn the candle.. how!!!!haha anyway thanks for the gift.dorothy! u are making me feel guilty for not giving u your present yet haha. dun worry. shall give it to u soon. happy waiting :) TIONG for the touching and sentimental letter that in a way sums up our years of friendship. and for the painstakingly folded stars that came along with it. ZHANGMEI for the intricate butterfly wind chime.shall think of u everytime the wind blows! SHERLYN for the star necklace. thanks ! MICHELLE n LI JUAN for another star shaped necklace. miss you guys loads! miss taking german together with u two. really jealous of u two. u get to go to germany next year!!! when the world cup is being held! lucky pigs.... MY SIS for the ultra big pink hello kitty towel. its so pink and pretty! to everyone who made this day so special for me.shall never forget this birthday! thanks! i feel so loved by all of u all hahahaah : ) XOXO 11:49 PM Wednesday, July 20, 2005 hahahahaha. i am getting old. XOXO 11:39 PM Tuesday, July 19, 2005 been awhile since all the badminton action took place. trying my best to adapt to the monotony of school life once again. the only thing i can say is, i am failing desperately. suffering from serious burn out . i am barely surviving on 3 to 4 hours of sleep daily. life sucks. prob why pple in class have commented tt i am quieter than usual these days. i am juz so so so tired to even talk. sucky.... a super big THANK YOU to all the darlings in 1t12. : ) thanks for the pre celebration. i really didnt expected it. had a great time. u all better pray i dun turn into a pig aft eating all tt cake hahahahahaha. anyway love ya all!!! IJTP rocks! haha esp those in cj. had a fun time talking to ex ij tp pple today. those present include jopok,tiong,gen,sheryl,julianne,grace and sarah teo. havent laugh so much in a long time. special thanks to sarah for the entertainment. sorry for those in the canteen whose peace and quiet we had so rudely interupted with our raucous and maniac? laughter.had a fab time. shit i still have tons of hw to complete. could consider turning into a mugger as a birthday wish. mugger. haha maybe the library will be a good hangout.... XOXO 10:33 PM Monday, July 04, 2005 the cute couple lost i am suffering from serious post aviva withdrawal symptons... bleh.... this sucks maths is a goner i wanna go to the airport to see a certain someone i am serious! never wanted to go to the airport this much before. boo... but i am supposed to stay at home to mug for maths today. besides i dun have ay flight info. so unless i camp at the airport for the whole of today and tmr..... stop it alycia. u r scary. maths is tmr for goodness sake. aviva is OVER! no more matches, no more going to the indoor stadium, no more sitting there for hours,no more susilo,lin dan,xia xuan ze, chen hong peter gade, lee chong wei,gao ling, and no more FU HAIFENG! i wanna cry. i wanna see him. its back to studying, exams, tests,teachers,lectures,tutorials, MUGGING!(i shld start), and going home at 5pm everyday. gosh even writing abt it sucks. i am flying off to the malaysia open in kuala lumpur by china airlines.................................................................................................................... IN MY DREAMS XOXO 10:33 AM Saturday, July 02, 2005 i cant believe it. i am actually obsessing over some guy from china whom i probably am never going to see again. but the thing is, he looks so ultra captivating when he plays. i cant stand it. my whole mind is revolving ard him. i seriously cant think of anything else. .... ok maybe i am exaggerating a little. but you get the gist. and no... he is not lin dan. and u know what??? HE LOST. he and his men doubles partner were kicked out the entire tournament by two denmark guys. @$#%%^?*&^$ down with the danes!!!!!!! so that willl again probably mean that i am not going to see him ard anymore. bleh... that is so super saddening la. i so so so sooooo wish that he had stayed on in the match. then i can see him play more and fully feast my eyes on him before he goes back to china. hahah ok that sounds kind of gross but oh well hahahahaha.....ya the pt is, he is not playing anymore! like how utterly disappointing can tt be... my gosh and i didnt even get a chance to take a photo with him today! bleh.... FU HAIFENG. china. 21 years old. mens doubles player. i love badminton! and i love the singapore open 2005 --the exhilerating action, the top players all gathered from all over the world, the heart- stopping matches, the action, the excitement, the crowd, the cheers, the smashes, the players, the thrill, the disappointment and that special someone. but if so, why does going there fill me with so much guilt?bleh. the ans's pretty obvious. it was a major decision, a matter of life and death. it was a choice between BADMINTON and MATHS.yup the mid yr exam maths paper are only a couple of days away and guess what.i am so totally unprepared. went for maths consultation with ms lee and shu hui today. could tell that ms lee is not expecting me to pass the maths exam at all. and u know what. think i might just live up to her expectations. all the questions she threw at me were met with blank stares and expressions of huh??? she was kind of exasperated with me, to put in simple terms and as she never fails to remain me, the maths paper is not going to be easy.i.e DIFFICULT AND UNDOABLE. or at least to me only. it probably doesnt help too, that i am going for aviva sinapore open semi finals on sat, and the finals on sunday. did i mention tt the matches last like almost the whole day? my brain tells me to stay at home and study. my heart is at the indoor stadium, with the matches, with the badminton players. how nice. definite f for maths. but i cant help it. the total utility i get from being at the indoor stadium far exceeds those i get from staying at home and studying.tsk tsk...alycia. btw ronald susilo lost to lin dan in two straight games. 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