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Monday, March 28, 2005 feelings at the moment: cheerless, dejected, depressed, despairing, despondent, dismal, distressed, down, downcast, forlorn, gloomy, glum, heavy-hearted, hurting, in grief, low-spirited, melancholy, pessimistic, somber, sorrowful, sorry, troubled, weeping, wistful, woebegone oh well, u get the pt. feel so left out feel like crying feel like going. XOXO 10:34 PM Wednesday, March 23, 2005 today was the first day of orientation. the whole foyer was packed with pple when i reached sch. saw shu hui who told me that our whole class was totally seperated into different grps. saw a lot of familiar and unfamiliar faces at the same time haha.... and yes,shu hui's friend, queen is in my grp as well, so i was not as alone as i thought i wld be.actually the first day of orientation was quite slack. didnt really do a lot today.jz did a bit of mass dance, went round the sch, played a few games with my ig grp and tts abt it.....oh yes i bought my sch u too... PAM CAME BACK!!!!!!!!!!! haha yup she actually travelled all the way from yj to cj. i am so extremely psyched to see her. dunno why but i actually miseed seeing pamela in sch although it has only been a day since i last saw her. sincerely and truly hope tt her appeal will get through. afterwhich i met up with jo and gen and we went to sba( singapore badminton association) to watch somebody's eye candy play. took a bus there and i made the mistake of not sitting next to the window... i didnt look outside either........as a result, i was feeling pukish( haha ok the correct term is nauseous) and was ready to puke anytime halfway throught he journey. anyway thought we missed seeing derek play already but it turns out that he still have not played in the mens doubles event yet so yup u can imagine jo's delight seeing the men of her dreams play and thrashing the other pair of players from raffles. went to tp after the game and had dinner at mos burger. haha apparently jo and gen were highly embarassed by me. u know why? and its not even my fault!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha the first time was because gen said sth funny i think and ya i juz burst out laughing... and knowing me... its almost impossible to stop and ya i do agree i can laugh a tad too loudly sometimes haha... and yup when we were washing our hand at the basin, gen juz had to poke me in the ribs and as some pple will know, i am SUPER DUPER ULTRA sensitive in that area and of course i reacted... haha I LET OUT THIS SUPER DUPER ULTRA high pitch and LOUD scream, shriek, yell, whatever u want t call it......haha and as a result , lke three quarters of the pple in mos burger stopped the consumption of their dinner and dropped their burgers and fries to ya stare, look and whatever at me.... ok ok, so i did attract a lot of attention, but it was not like i could help it......... ok anyway, i sincerly apologise to all the diners at mos whose dinner i had so rudely interupted. anyway instead of going home, jo n i decided to go to our " spot" which is kind of like the place we will always go when we had nth else to do and nowhere else to go and juz feel like talking. ok most of the stuff we talked abt was nonsensical and full of crap but hey, we did discuss serious stuff too k.. anyway had a great time talking to jo and enjoyed myself tremendously. haha i realised tt i really enjoy sitting down with friends and talking away... its juz so nice to yak and yak and yak in the comfort of ur friends. remembered tt i used to do tt a lot with jia bao, as in sit down n talk but now tt we are in diff sch, its juz so diff to find time to meet up anymore. speaking of which, i really miss some of my friends who i dun get to see tt often now. oh well think i talk too much already. bye. XOXO 7:52 PM Friday, March 18, 2005 anyway like tt is going to deter me from going out... haha : ) met up with jo and evon in the afternoon after going to wei ting's house(my cousin). bryan is so super cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is like the cutest boy i have ever seen..... i completely melted when i saw him sleeping in the kitchen..... he looks so adorable when he is asleep!!! i juz had to go over and give him a hug!!!!!!!!!ah!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am completely in love with him!!!!!!!!!!! haha : ) yup back to evon n jo. met them in orchard and we then proceeded to have lunch at crystal jade. the chee cheong fun was delicious and their service was "top-notch" haha( jo n evon shld know what i mean) anyway we headed towards cine cos jo wanted to look for a certain someone... haha but our efforts proved futile.next was heerens where i saw my sister... honestly didnt expect to see her there. my throat is killing me!!!!!!!! it seriously is so uncomfortable. hope it juz stop at a sore throat and not develop into flu or fever or anything else as it did during the o level period. urgh!!!! anyway i better go n sleep soon... night! XOXO 9:10 PM Thursday, March 17, 2005 anyway we were supposed to have the class outing today. though i dun know if u can call that a class outing. only three pple turned up, namely me pam and dawn. i suppose the whole thing was too last minute and most pple think tt eating at marche is too ex. ans so yup classs outing became three pple outing. after eating at marche, we wen to kinokuniya to look at books cos dawn was looking for her textbooks which she is going to use in australia. sure am going to miss her loads if she goes to aust. me n pam were sort of waiting for the rest of the class pple to call us but that call never came. and so we went to watch a movie with dawn n her sis at cine. the cinema was super packed and hence we could only get tickets in the second row. which probably explains why i was havind a headache at the end of the movie. watched a series of unfortunate events. enjoyed the show a lot. think it is one of the few shows i dun mind watching again. anyway talked to pam abt some of the pple in our school. was shock and aghast at some of the things she told me. and yes how could i forget... i saw KENDRICK at cine!!!!!!!!!!!!! i supposed he watched a movie cos he came out of the theatre too. i was wondering how come tt pair of eyes looked so familiar and then i realised tt it was him. thought of jo immediately. haha. he was with his mum and sis i suppose though i cant be sure it is his sis. but theysure look alike, esp the eyes. he was standing in front of me on the escalator all the while and i was so anxious to call jo n tell her. but she was asleep and didnt pick up the call.but oh well, all she has eyes for now is derek anyway haha....... XOXO 9:02 PM Wednesday, March 16, 2005 anyway i felt really sick then and the pizza was like churning in my stomach, waiting for a chance to regurgitate.out of my mouth. i was ready to puke anytime. wondered why i ate so much anyway.. what was i trying to prove exactly????... tt i could eat like a pig? anyway we were all rather apprehensive about going for this interact thing. first of all, we didnt exactly know the kind of pple who will be there. secondly, there were only four representatives from cjc and yup, it was the four of us... what if they make us play inter sch games and all the other schs had ten over representatives???????? comfirm lose one haah..... we were still standing outside the sch gate debating if we should go in or continue walking toward the mrt station when this two guys walked towards us. we all looked at each other simultaneously and yup, our worst suspicions were comfirmed, they were from aj interact club... they asked us if we were there in aj for the interact thing and of course we couldnt say no right? and so reluctantly, we followed them into ajc. we were brought into this " reading room" whatever it is, where we discovered that we were all seperated into different grps! (horrors!) anyway it was kind of funny cos everyone(well almost everyone) was speaking in chinese. feels kind of weird. after going through some of the formalities, like the intro n ice breaker games and the opening talk by the interact club vice pres, we all headed to diff locations for games. first game was this thing where u have to reach for a cup as far as possible on the standing broad jump mat. afterwhich was themummy game and guess who was chosen to be mummified... yup i was the lucky one.haha guess cos i was the smallest and they reckon tt i wont be hit by the water so easily. anyway met up with evon during the break. the rest of them( the cj pple) decide to leave after the break. was having fun hence i decided to stay. i mean since i am already there, might as well stick till the end right? aft two more games, it was the prize presentation and my grp came in second last. haha at least we were not last. went home with my new friend and her friends since i had no one else to go back with ( the cj pple all left already remember???????????)it was even weirder cos the whole conversation was in chinese.my friend was from evergreen sec. had a great time chatting with them and all.and my friend was so cute la... at the mrt station, she juz suddenly started running...we all thought t she wanted to catch the train or sth but in the end, she went up to this lady carrying a spongebob balloon(patrick) and touched the balloon. i thought she knew the lady or sth but it turned out tt she juz had this big obsession with spongebob squarepants. haha... was super amused by it all. anyway totally enjoyed myself at aj. : ) XOXO 8:01 PM Tuesday, March 15, 2005 going to run with jo at tp stadium tmr. i HAVE to lose some weight. otherwise i am going to end up in taf club, which i most probably am going to be in anyway...cant help it if my weight increases like a normal person but my height doesnt can i?????????????? life can be so unfair at times... some pple can juz eat all they want and not gain any weight but i only have to eat a little and my weight...( shant elaborate here....haha). anyway heard tt fot taf, u have to run every morning so yup, i made shu hui promise to run with me if i get into taf haha. come to think of it, it's not so bad afterall, at least u get to exercise everyday and get to stay fit and healthy!!!!! haha.......... : ) XOXO 12:40 AM Monday, March 14, 2005 XOXO 12:12 AM Sunday, March 06, 2005 XOXO 12:10 AM Tuesday, March 01, 2005 i was having this bad feeling in the morning when i woke up at evon's hs... yes i stayed over at her hs again. slept only at three plus in the morning... could hardly drag myself out of bed in the morning and was feeeling rather terrible. the day seemed to dragged by as we ploughed through all the tutorials and lectures. finally it was time for us to leave for our secondary schools............ i was getting more nervous by the second from the moment we stepped into ij tp. assembled in the hall and was barely listening to ms tan's speech at all... juz know tt i was juz clapping and claaping because apparently our cohort did damn well... probably the best in god knows how many yrs of ij history haha... anyway soon it was time to receive our fates.. i was super nervous.. my mind was blank when i went up to ms wan to collect my results... ms wan was going on and on abt how i did better than my prelim and asked me which jc i was, am i going to stay on etc... was kind of pissed of at her actually... cant she juz give me the results??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!anyway almost died when i stole a glance at the result slip... i saw lots of Bs.... was super terrified.. sort of didnt dare to look at it again, which is kind of dumb actually.. i wanted my A1s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when i finally looked at the slip again, i started to tear as the only A1 i got was for chinese. and guess what was the worst thing?????!!!!!!!!!!! I SCORED A B3 FOR GERMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my heart sank a thousand miles when i saw that. i had so badly wanted an A for german. didnt expect myself to do so badly for it. i am really realy dissapointed with my results. anyway couldnt really think properly and hence, i took a super long time to calculate my L1R5. when i realised tt i got 13, my heart sort of dropped another thousand miles........ am super sad cos i had expected to do better. dorothy did very well too for the o levels... am genuinely very happy for her... at least her hard work did pay off. come to think of it, dun think i studied as much as her. so oh well, i guess i got what i deserved. and anyway should still be able to remain in cj so yes!!!!!!!!!!!am quite happy.... hopefully it14 would be able to stay together as a class! heard tt jo's class is goign to ask the principal in nj if their class could stay together after the first 3 months..... wonder if we can do the same thing. : ) anyhow, think i scared li bing today when i msged her haha... told her tt i was very sad... thinks tt she thinks i got over twenty or sth... but anway, THANKS A LOT!!!!! libing for sending me so much encouragement and all...really nice of you haha..... : ) XOXO 12:46 AM |