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alycia if we ever meet again wont let you get away Credits Basecodes: lil.queens Layout: acryliclove |
Saturday, July 02, 2005 i cant believe it. i am actually obsessing over some guy from china whom i probably am never going to see again. but the thing is, he looks so ultra captivating when he plays. i cant stand it. my whole mind is revolving ard him. i seriously cant think of anything else. .... ok maybe i am exaggerating a little. but you get the gist. and no... he is not lin dan. and u know what??? HE LOST. he and his men doubles partner were kicked out the entire tournament by two denmark guys. @$#%%^?*&^$ down with the danes!!!!!!! so that willl again probably mean that i am not going to see him ard anymore. bleh... that is so super saddening la. i so so so sooooo wish that he had stayed on in the match. then i can see him play more and fully feast my eyes on him before he goes back to china. hahah ok that sounds kind of gross but oh well hahahahaha.....ya the pt is, he is not playing anymore! like how utterly disappointing can tt be... my gosh and i didnt even get a chance to take a photo with him today! bleh.... FU HAIFENG. china. 21 years old. mens doubles player. i love badminton! and i love the singapore open 2005 --the exhilerating action, the top players all gathered from all over the world, the heart- stopping matches, the action, the excitement, the crowd, the cheers, the smashes, the players, the thrill, the disappointment and that special someone. but if so, why does going there fill me with so much guilt?bleh. the ans's pretty obvious. it was a major decision, a matter of life and death. it was a choice between BADMINTON and MATHS.yup the mid yr exam maths paper are only a couple of days away and guess what.i am so totally unprepared. went for maths consultation with ms lee and shu hui today. could tell that ms lee is not expecting me to pass the maths exam at all. and u know what. think i might just live up to her expectations. all the questions she threw at me were met with blank stares and expressions of huh??? she was kind of exasperated with me, to put in simple terms and as she never fails to remain me, the maths paper is not going to be easy.i.e DIFFICULT AND UNDOABLE. or at least to me only. it probably doesnt help too, that i am going for aviva sinapore open semi finals on sat, and the finals on sunday. did i mention tt the matches last like almost the whole day? my brain tells me to stay at home and study. my heart is at the indoor stadium, with the matches, with the badminton players. how nice. definite f for maths. but i cant help it. the total utility i get from being at the indoor stadium far exceeds those i get from staying at home and studying.tsk tsk...alycia. btw ronald susilo lost to lin dan in two straight games. XOXO 12:02 AM |