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alycia if we ever meet again wont let you get away Credits Basecodes: lil.queens Layout: acryliclove |
Tuesday, March 01, 2005 i was having this bad feeling in the morning when i woke up at evon's hs... yes i stayed over at her hs again. slept only at three plus in the morning... could hardly drag myself out of bed in the morning and was feeeling rather terrible. the day seemed to dragged by as we ploughed through all the tutorials and lectures. finally it was time for us to leave for our secondary schools............ i was getting more nervous by the second from the moment we stepped into ij tp. assembled in the hall and was barely listening to ms tan's speech at all... juz know tt i was juz clapping and claaping because apparently our cohort did damn well... probably the best in god knows how many yrs of ij history haha... anyway soon it was time to receive our fates.. i was super nervous.. my mind was blank when i went up to ms wan to collect my results... ms wan was going on and on abt how i did better than my prelim and asked me which jc i was, am i going to stay on etc... was kind of pissed of at her actually... cant she juz give me the results??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!anyway almost died when i stole a glance at the result slip... i saw lots of Bs.... was super terrified.. sort of didnt dare to look at it again, which is kind of dumb actually.. i wanted my A1s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when i finally looked at the slip again, i started to tear as the only A1 i got was for chinese. and guess what was the worst thing?????!!!!!!!!!!! I SCORED A B3 FOR GERMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my heart sank a thousand miles when i saw that. i had so badly wanted an A for german. didnt expect myself to do so badly for it. i am really realy dissapointed with my results. anyway couldnt really think properly and hence, i took a super long time to calculate my L1R5. when i realised tt i got 13, my heart sort of dropped another thousand miles........ am super sad cos i had expected to do better. dorothy did very well too for the o levels... am genuinely very happy for her... at least her hard work did pay off. come to think of it, dun think i studied as much as her. so oh well, i guess i got what i deserved. and anyway should still be able to remain in cj so yes!!!!!!!!!!!am quite happy.... hopefully it14 would be able to stay together as a class! heard tt jo's class is goign to ask the principal in nj if their class could stay together after the first 3 months..... wonder if we can do the same thing. : ) anyhow, think i scared li bing today when i msged her haha... told her tt i was very sad... thinks tt she thinks i got over twenty or sth... but anway, THANKS A LOT!!!!! libing for sending me so much encouragement and all...really nice of you haha..... : ) XOXO 12:46 AM |